Monday, June 28, 2004

takin a break from demand and supply and elasticity and price controls and production and costs and indices and logarithms and partial fractions and binomial series and curves and inequalities and ap gp and mathematical induction and trigo. sighs. was studyin jus now and i realized how much work i could've got done and understanding i could've gotten. but i recalled and i really dun remember slacking so much. outta country during first and third week. so where did the 2nd and 4th week go? now that's funny. haha. ok that wasnt that funny. econs and math tmr and im kinda a lil less prepared that wad i would like to be. u noe how it is when at such moments you'd be finding yourself saying "ok next time i shant be such a slacker. i'll do what i can for this test and after this i'll mugg hard." that never seems to really come to reality does it? well i remember being quite a bit of a mugger in st nix. used to come home from school put down my bag and get down to studying straight away if there was a test the next day. ever since jc... well i sorta lost that spirit. wished sometimes i could glue my butt down to the chair and will my mind to do what i've gotta do.
what can i do now? do what i deem my best and hope God for the rest. my small measure of knowledge + His omniscience = power!

9:28 pm
mayhemisphere;
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Friday, June 25, 2004

happy birthday
kaishi

God bless u so much.

12:23 am
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Thursday, June 24, 2004

im walkin a new walk
i'll neva be the same again
dancin a new dance in Your Holy Spirit rain
Your breath of life has overwhelmed me
and set my spirit free
im livin a new life
underneath Your morning star
runnin a new race in the shadow of Your love
Your love is immeasurable
too deep to comprehend
im singin a new song
in the presence of the King
givin You my heart that is all that i can bring
You lit a fire inside of me
that i thought would never burn again

my Jesus, dream-maker
my Jesus, life-giver
im livin under the kiss of heaven
and i'll never ever be the same again

i thank You, my Father
for all You've done
and all that You're going to do
my past behind me and You before me
i press on for more
im livin in the embrace of Heaven

and i'll never ever be the same again.

1:25 pm
mayhemisphere;
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was i wrong, God? cus im sorry if i was, i really am. but im trying my best already, i really am. i jus really wan to serve You and serve You well and nothing else. keep all these away from me pls... keep in me the joy of my salvation and the joy of my service unto you. i dun wan to have to face all these and settle all these issues. there are no issues when it comes to serving You cus there is jus one and only one purpose in it all -- to serve You. the old has past, my new day has come. Lord You will bring to me my new day. as i lay down my head to rest tonight, take away the sore memories of what had happened today and heal the brokenness i felt today because of what happened. i reject all of it cus in You i am whole. so let me throw away anything that hinders and let me fix my eyes on Jesus alone. i rejoice in You because in You there's my joy of salvation.

amen.

1:30 am
mayhemisphere;
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

oh gosh. this is the worst of times to be caught up reading a book, much less two books. my mind jus keeps wandering off to doing other stuff... like reading, or sitting at the piano and jus let music flow. this is the worst of times to be found doing such stuff!! cus cts are coming up in less than a weeks' time and i am anything but prepared. oh well. all of a sudden i feel a certain vibe to jus sit down at the piano and sing and play and write. vibe's not even the correct word to describe. its jus this huge tangy feeling to want to write something. i cant describe it. and its like all of a sudden i wan to learn how to play the bass, its kinda an amazing instrument. oh man i jus wished i cld give all my time to music now. but i desperately need to get down to books.
i miss the girls, havent gathered together for quite some time already. we've all been busy with our own stuff... ive been out of the country, so has jianing. then the other two... aiyarr dun talk abt them le. they're too busy with their sweethearts. lol! well anyway we're gonna be out on friday to celebrate titu's birthday. it's gonna be fun i bet we're gonna laugh out heads off again. i cant wait... but until then its books books and more books!!

8:23 pm
mayhemisphere;
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are YOU free on the 4th july?

it's youth day!! are you stuck home on a sunday morning bored with nothing to do? fret not, for we've got great things in stalled for you! come join me and my friends at bethany christian centre from 10am to 12pm!! everyone is invited and the best deal is that admission is free!! pls contact may if you're interested, we'd love to have you with us!

12:29 pm
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my new top 5 priorities in life

1. devotion
2. bible reading
3. studies
4. worship team
5. youth ministry

12:28 pm
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Saturday, June 12, 2004

1.Name: may.
2.Nick Name: maymay, ahmay.
3.Middle Name: yingjia.
4.Hair Colour: im asian --> black.
5.Eye Colour: still asian --> black still.
6.Height: one six o~ :|
7.Location: singapore. no other place i'd rather be.
8.Birthday: first of may
9.Zodiac: wad's that thing called.... oh yeah, taurus.
1o.Status: bought over by my jesus. :)

FavS:
11.Animal/s: dolphins and dogs.
12.Sport/s : ball games.
13.Color/s: orange, lime green, red, yellow, white.
14.Song/s: so many... currently is Pray by Darlene Zschech
15.Band/Singer/s: none actually... but i admire talented people. like the corrs.
18.Scent/Perfume(s): none really... but kenzo is nice.
19.Movie/s: so many!! the parent trap, cheaper by the dozen, monsters .inc... dreamy romantic family movies i guess.
2o.Holiday Season: erm... christmas??
21.Season/s: wad season? there's only 1 and only 1 season in singapore wad --> sweltering humid hot sweaty and loving it!!
22.Element: water
23.Book/s: i really dun read...
24.Do you wear makeup?: no and i wouldnt be caught dead wearing it.
25.Do you trim your eyebrows?: wad do u think?!? gosh.
26.Do you look for personality or looks in a guy/girl?: personality AND looks.
27.Perfect guy/girl: when i'll noe, i'll let u noe alrights?
28.How many rings before you answer the phone?: as soon as i can get to the phone.
29.Future Career plans: *sings* wadever will be, will be... lol, but definitely NO NO NO science-y stuff.
30.Do you sleep with stuffies?: oh yes! there's banana and my little precious piglet.
31.Do you want kids?: hmns... that'll have to come after i decide whether i wan to get married, right?
32.Are you popular?: i dun care about being popular.
33.Are you pretty?: i care about being pretty, but i noe im not, so i dun let that bother me.
34.Do you have your own phone line?: handphone lorr...
35.Do you get along with your family?: let me noe if you noe anyone who gets along with his/her family all the time, will ya?
36.Do you have any piercings or tattoos?: jus got my ears pierced...
37.Do you like giving hugs?: of course! everybody loves a hug.
38.Do you take walks in the rain?: i'll walk if im wearing contacts. hate it when water clouds my specs.
39.Which Malls do you frequent?: j8... the best neighbourhood mall. and plaza sing lorr.
40.Do you go on stage?: yes.
41.Favourite Drink/s: erm... iced milo? iced tea?
42.Do You Smoke?: i wouldnt do that for a million bucks. ok, maybe a thousand bucks.
43.Do you do drugs?: ok NOW i wouldnt do that for a million bucks.
44.Do you Eat meat?: of course i do! im a self-proclaimed meatitarian. although i eat chicken mainly.
45.What's your favourite date: red dates. lol... im joking. i got no idea actually.
46.Have you had Sex before?: i will --> when i get married, IF i get married.
47.Do you eat sushi?: hmns... im not a japanese food person, but i've learnt to eat sushi.
48.Do you Bake?: im not a true blue girl at heart, so i dun bake nor cook nor sew nor wear pink or purple, thank you very much.

Preferences:
49.Hot or Cold?: cold... though i'd rather get heat stroke than freeze to death.
50.Lace or Satin?: satin.
51.Blue or Red?: right now its red.
52.New or Old?: hehs?
53.Rain or Snow?: i've had enough of rain --> i wan to see snow!!
55.Wool or Cotton?: cotton.
56.Roses or Daisies?: neither.
57.Private school or public school?: public school.
58.Plain milk or chocolate milk?: i dun like milk.
59.Celsius or Fahrenheit?: celsius. more familiar maah.
60.Spring or Fall?: summer, lol.
61.Math or Art?: NO math!! though im not good at art either.
62.One pillow or two?: two definitely. i need to hug something when i sleep one.
63.Dogs or Cats?: dogs
64.Adidas or Nike?: adidas. im an adidas fan.
65.Coke or Pepsi?: coke.
66.Oranges or Apples?: honeydews. lol. im so rebellious arent i.
67.Deaf or Blind?: neither. i wan to be able to listen to sweet music and see miracles
68.Pool or hot tub?: hot tub...
69.Blonde or Brunette?: i'll stick with black hair.
7o.Guys or Girls?: both lah of course... why do u think God made both?
71.Tall or short?: i wan to be taller!!
72.TV or Radio?: tv
73.Homosexuality?: i may not be a girly girl but i am straight alrights!!
74.Brand names: adidas --> all day i dream about sports.
75.Abortion: gosh, no!!!
76.Religion: christianity. christ-loving and proud of it! :)
77.Animal Rights: i believe in it... though not fanatical.
78.Love at first sight: wait until i experience it then i will noe lah ya?
79.God: of course!!!!! without Him there's no me.
80.Aliens: i dun really care...
81.Horoscopes: naah. but sometimes i jus read cus i dun have anything else better to do. and also to prove them wrong!!
82.Heaven: i've booked my ticket there, have you?
83.Hell: oh no you dun wanna go there... that's satan's house. God's house is more fun. (:
84.Reincarnation: naah.
85.Transvestites: errr.... im straight, thank u.
86.Boy Bands: not a boy band person.
87.Genres: music
88.80's music: err no thank u.
89.Punk Rock: NOOO thank u.
90.Whats the sexiest instrument/s?: SEXophone... lol, i'm lame. but the saxophone is pretty sexy.
91.Whats the prettiest part of the body?: the eyes.
93.Biggest fears: not gonna say it here.
94.Do you live in the moment?: i dunno actually...
95.Do you care about looks? yes.
96.Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes yes sometimes no.
97.Biggest Worries: not gonna say it here either.
98.Looking forward to: church camp, definitely!
99.Favorite weather: when the sun shines bright and the wind still blows. (:
100.Do you ever wish you were somebody else?: hmns...

12:31 am
mayhemisphere;
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

im back!! shanghai was sweet... but nowhere is better than home! now i jus want to clear my homework as much as possible, and go for the church camp as carefree as can be. church camp!! i cant wait. cant wait to see and experience wad is going to happen there. i cant wait oh i simply cant wait. =D

11:24 pm
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